I want to start this post out by saying…I’m not in shape (Big Boned). Because I’m not in shape, I decided to take 30 days and dedicate them to eating clean. The process of eating clean involves thinking about what you reeealllllly want right now (Chocolate) and not eating it. Actually, you eat whatever you think that you don’t actually want (spinach). Do that enough times and you will be eating clean. So instead of eating all of the white chocolate chips my aunt has in her cupboard (all 326 of them…) I decided to share how these three days have been.
December 10- This was the beginning of the change. If it didn’t start today, when would it start? NEVER! There is no other time but now. I cautiously took the first step of self deprivation, at an IGA in Dunn, NC. The thought crossed my mind “Where is Dunn?” My mind responded “It is the beginning.”
Way to make it dramatic huh?
At this IGA I bought a golden delicious apple and two packs of peanuts (I mean it was 99 cents!(Minus the apple)). I felt like a child who hadn’t experienced the tooth decaying goodness of high fructose corn syrup. Who actually eats apples unless you have dentist appointment the day after Halloween? I finished the apple and a pack of peanuts (saving the others for when my stomach was about to really eat itself.) It was not as bad as I thought. I was full(ish) until about 7 o clock, when I had to beg my mom not to force me to eat cookout with the commoners (I love cookout!!! And all the oil and …I need a moment.) On this outing, I searched for some sliced pears and peanuts (again.) The pear juice was different and so were the top three pear slices, begging the question, do I even like pears? The answer is, not a lot blog readers, just a little bit (If you read those last 9 words like 50 cents we’re probably friends..if not, you now know where we stand.) Once my family arrived in Atlanta we went to Kroger where I bought some fruits, vegatables, and unsalted legumes (I’m bout that life). I know what your thinking, “No chocolate?”. No chocolate.
Decemeber 11- The walls close in, encasing me like Hershey’s chocolate wrapping. “I’m so hungry, but where to find the food beneficial to my nourishment!” This cry echoes outside of the delicious space I’m confined to, into the cupboard where the relief lies…is this really how it ends, covered in chocolate flakes?
I’m going to go ahead and tell you it wasn’t that bad.
For the better part of the day my stomach cooperated with me, I had an apple and some peanuts for breakfast, some tuna for lunch and some bag chicken for dinner (that tastes exactly how you think it does…DELICIOUS!! Not really.) I went out to buy the chicken and some eggs (because I love eggs!!) But after my dinner, my stomach begged for more..or for sleep, I can’t actually tell the difference. So I fed it and orange (I haven’t had an orange in soooo long!! It was too good.) Unfortunately, I found out my Aunt has a plethora of chocolate chips hidden that night which really did a number to my will power. I really sat there for like ten minutes thinking if I should just tell Demetria that there were too many chocolate chips and not enough self motivation, or should I value my health over 326 chocolate chips…
December 12- The enemy jeers at me from its trench. “Look at him tremble! This ‘man’ isn’t worthy of our sword, but we will bring back a victory in honor of the kingdom!” Despite my best efforts, my body stands, facing the adversity. I have been put in command of this place, so it is my duty to protect and serve.
In that little snippet of my upcoming novel, I am using personification and hyperbole to make my chocolate habit seem more difficult to overcome than it is.
I did not eat the chocolate chips. There was definitely an internal battle and some divine intervention involved in that but I overcome
That was for Autumn Rainey lol! I ate some eggs for breakfast (Soooooo gooooooodddd) with some spinach (Not nearly as good but it’s healthy though.) Part of me would like to reward myself for eating so healthy, but it feels like that would take away from the actual process of eating healthy. My sister is about to make a peanut butter and jelly and also had a taco bell burrito…right in front of me. That’s ok, because she can’t have none of this tap water I’m sipping on…exclusively in Chamblee, GA, what you know bout it!
In these dark times I think of the friends I’ve left behind, and their delicious. Shout out to Akilah Morgan!! When I was sick Akilah made some Chicken Noodle soup from scracth just for me (That is not true, she had leftovers and let me have some of it to nurse me back to health.) Since I was sick, I don’t know if it was actually good or I was just dying, but knowing Akilah’s track record as a cook, I can without hesitation say that it was definitely both.
Lastly I would like to acknowledge Krista “Chicken Wife” Bradley for our experience together freshman year.
It was a dark and stormy night. Through the blinds, all I could see was despair, but this trip couldn’t be postponed. Krista had gotten my message urging her to provide whatever she could to the infantry. The men looked at me for support to make it through, but I knew the treacherous journey that awaited us outside of the walls. This would be our last march together, but it would be a march nonetheless.
Long story short, I lived, and when I arrived at Corson Hall, Krista brought out some Ramen Noodles…not just any Ramen noodles, but the best Ramen noodles I had ever tasted. She didn’t just casually dip her feet in that, she let it soak, she had probably been letting her feet soak in the water she used for a week. It was that good!! The downside is that I lost her microwavable bowl, but the positive is that my hunger was satisfied and what else can you ask for!